Wednesday, April 04, 2007
TODAY IS THE MEMORABLE DAY OF PRSSCO ...Here how the story goes ... Today we get up from 8:45 to come to TECC to practice ... (BAH BAH BAH skip the boring part) ... Den went up stage ... Play Play Play ... Den come down stage to heard the result ... This is how it sound ... NO.57 .... Pasir Ris Secondary SchoolGOLD WITH HONOUR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The announcement triggers an uproar downstage ... We were there shoutin' , screamin', cryin' over the "GOLD WITH HONOUR" ... I meant WOW ... Realli ... We work so hard for these 2 years and we finally made it to our GOAL ...... We realli deserve to get it ... AHHHHH ... It is realli not onli our hard work .. but it is oso God power to help us through the challenge .. I say challenge becoz our main opponent is there too ... I wouldn't say de skool name .. Giv 'em respect ... Jus be4 SYF ... I am already praying and fastin for CO to get GWH ( Gold With Honour ) ... And hours be4 the competition ... I prayed again ... In tat very instance .. i can feel tat GWH is already within our hand ... Hahaz .. Sound so "kua zhang" ... but i meant it ... Be4 our result were made ... I can feel sense of anxiety and fear all over my surrounding fellow CO members ... I wanted to feel tat way too ... But something inside miex make miex feel calm and relax .. As if it is gonna to tell miex tat a VERY GOOD news is awaitin for us to listen ... I tried to folo tis veri feelin' but could not hold it much longer when i heard tat our "arch-enemy" get a Gold ... They were far more bettair den us in the past ... And if they get Gold ... We muz get sumthing lesser den Gold ... Tis is how we feel tat tym ... But tis calmness in miex grew stronger ... And i believe tat is God's doing ... When they report our result " GOLD WITH HONOUR !!!!! " ... WHOA ... We get de impossible .... Oh my goodness ... We done it ... We outpass our enemy ... We bring Glory to God and our skool ... In tat tym .. i keep on and nvr fail to praise God and thank Him ... I goes " Love Euu LORD ... EUU MAKE TIS HAPPENED .... NVR FORGET DE ACHIEVEMENT EUU GAV US ..." I love tis feelin' and others too ... Haha ... Today can realli sleep in peace liaox ... Hahaz .... LOVE GOD .. Amen
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Monday, April 02, 2007
YO YO YO ... Back from my M.I.A streak ... Hahaz .. In this tym of M.I.A ... It really happened alot of things ... Some that troubled miex ; some that impacted on miex ... And some that changed my entire life 360 degrees ... In this tym ... My fire toward God is rocky; instable ... Somemore I feel lyk quittin' ... But there is tis feelin' that run through my heart is that i mus and cannot leave church ... I dunno why but there is really tis strong feelin' that stop miex from quittin' ... It is so AMAZING ... Since i decided not to leave , i wanna be veri committed to church , serve more to God ... de One tat introduced love to miex ... Allowing miex to feel veri loved ... I pick on two ministries to serve in .. Sound and Heart Symphony , an orchestra , ... I wanna to glorify God ... Howeva .. It proved not so likewise ... Becoz I am always so busy with the matters currently burning my hands ... Chinese Orchestra ... Study .. A lot to list ... I began to get questioned by ppl if my commitment is there ... Honestly ... I can hardly answer tis question ... It realli struck miex hard on tat ... For Sound .. I can feel tat i am not progressin' as much as others ... I almost can feel tat i am lagging down the whole ministries .. Recently .. I miss Zone F service ... To help out de Sound ministries ... But becoz of certain reason .. I could not make it on tym ... Ppl may not hold onto it ... But i can't ... I keep on blamin' myself ... My self-blaming grew worse when I can not keep on pace with de training with Heart ... I feel a veri heavy burden clingin on miex ... I realli dunno wad to do .. Fortunately ... Lord realli provide miex wif answers ... There is one tym where i get stuck btwn two matters .. CO and Heart ... But God insisted miex to stay in church to attend Heart ... I immediately follow ... Durin Heart .. I been thinkin a lot of conseqeunces i will face tmr bout missing CO ... Howeva .. There is a calm feelin insde miex.. telling miex to calm down and grew faith in Him tat everything will turn out well .. Indeed it was ... How Great is God ... Therefore .. All i can say .. is tat no matter wad happens .. no thing or Mortal human can stop miex from grewing faith in Him , loved Him ... And glorified Him ... I will stay strong in both my ministries and WILL EVENTUALLY GREW CLOSER TO GOD ... Amen to tat .. Hahaz
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Friday, December 08, 2006
Miss one section in HoGc .. Feel so uneasy .. Hahaz .. But to regret now it is too late .. Howeva .. I gonna make amendment by comin to service tmr .. Hahaz ... Use my remaining tym to attend CO .. Whoa .. Yu Ying Sec came to TECC to attend CO wif us .. Hahaz .. Finally .. I got the cheeks to say dat my beloved Cello section is MUCH MORE SUPERIOR THAN 'EM ... hahaz .. either the "yin bu zhun" or tat they play too fast .. Hahaz ... Cello .. Euu Rock ... Pray tat my cello section will be more happy and hyperactive in CO .. Hahaz
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Miss one section in HoGc .. Feel so uneasy .. Hahaz .. But to regret now it is too late .. Howeva .. I gonna make amendment by comin to service tmr .. Hahaz ... Use my remaining tym to attend CO .. Whoa .. Yu Ying Sec came to TECC to attend CO wif us .. Hahaz .. Finally .. I got the cheeks to say dat my beloved Cello section is MUCH MORE SUPERIOR THAN 'EM ... hahaz .. either the "yin bu zhun" or tat they play too fast .. Hahaz ... Cello .. Euu Rock ... Pray tat my cello section will be more happy and hyperactive in CO .. Hahaz
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
Tis is gonna be a super long long post becoz it all started in my b'dae to now ...Saturday 2nd December (My B'dae) ...Startin' I feel veri sianx , imaginin' tat my b'dae will be celebrate in a stupid way ... de CO way ... but hey .. hu noe tat Ford tat earlier tell miex .. I mean invite miex to Heart Of God church to hav service ... Woah .. I tell euu wad ... Going there seems to be de wiser and the BEST choice .. becoz it is so fun and interestin' and yeahhh .. I CELEBARTE MY B'DAE THERE MANNN ... ALL DE PPL THERE IS SO FRIENDLY AND mostly r JOKERS ... HAHAZZ ... So glad tat i am in there ... It is de first tym i feels tat i should belong to tis group ... Hahaz sounds flatterin' but truth .. It is lyk a second family to miex ... ( AND I AM GOING TO HAV AND ENNNJJJOOOYYYY TIS FEELING IN THE FUTURE )Monday 4th December (Huppy first ride)(Anna b'dae too)We (Me , Huppy , Ford , Dav , Gavin , Rane , Val , PJ , Zhi Lin , Zhenghui ) all went to Pasir Ris park to cycle ... And tis is oso huppy first tym cycling ... Although i seen him always fell down and i cant help but wantin to help him up ... But i see the determination in his eyes tat he wanted to learn cycling .. So proud of him ... So we left behind huppy and go elsewhere ( Downtown East ) .. Unfortunately when we came back ... Sadly .. huppy still did not quite learn how to ride lei ... Keep tryin dude .. I always hav euu back up ..After leavin' Pasir Ris park , send Anna a birthday greetin' ... Hope she can celebrate her b'dae lyk mine ...Wednesday 6th December (VBS Second day , I miss de first one , DAMMNN ..)(Oso de DHS concert .. SIANZ)Shit .. I thought i am going to be late for VBS .. dun wanna leave a bad impression u noe ... Den so happened to saw huppy .. Den realize tat late had to pay $$$ ... even if it is jus a few minutes .. Haha poor Ford .. pay $$ for being late 3 minutes ... So "HENNNGGGG" .. nvr late ... But I feel odd there lei .. Evrybody got their name tag and notebook .. but onli miex and MOO dun hav ... So "left-out" .. Hahaz ... Tokin bout sacrifices and other ... Wooowww .. so holy .. As if there is a halo around my head ... Sacrficing money to GOD .. although it hurt miex to part wif my money .. but hu care ... becoz i love GOD .. so nothing can compare HIM to $$$ ... After the whole tiring day ... We all went to eat at QQ mian ... Man .. So fulll tat i wanna vomit ... Haha .. juz jokin ... Den after dinner ... We (Miex , Ford , Val) went to VCH for the concert .. Mann .. so sianx .. Out of 10 songs .. i fell asleep in de 5th song ... But my irritatin' junior always stop miex from sleeping .. WL ... Ppl sleep oso wan to disturb .. So Bo Liaox lei ... Finally .. Concert finish ... Den go eat agaiin .. ( i am a monster in eatin' .. Haha ) But tis tym wif Dom , Carlos , Nicholas , one percussion sec 1 dun noe his name .. so pai sei .. Pei Yun and arggh forgot her name .. so forgettful ... Well nvm ... EAt .. PLay ARcade .. GO HOme .. SLeep .. ZZzzzzzzToday Thursday 7th December ( 24 ... a programme in Heart of God Church )Wooowwww .. Sing non-stop and dance non-stop ... It realli rock my heart man ... Den after all de fun ... Begin to pray for our frenz tat we gonna to invite to come here for the Christmas service ... I pray for all my best freenz to come .. ( So they muz come hoorrr .. or else .. WHACK WHACK ) Hahaz .. At first .. i wanna come for 8 pm slot .. but my parent hold strong objection .. haizzz ... so listen to 'em lor ... But if they dun object .. i will definitely come one .. haizz .. So "KE XI" ... After our time slot in 24 .. Went back to skool for CO ... Play song pieces lyk Matsuri and the SYF score ... A piece of cake to miex larr .. But onli the sound did not sound perfect .. SO muz train alot ... Tat all .. Wei Hao signin' off ~~ Pray to Jesus and Sleep ...
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
It's been days and days since i try to figure out wat is going on wif miex ... I am no longer my usual self .. I begin to see hallucinations ... I became more and more frustrated ... N' i still cant figure out myself .. It seems tat i am havin a deadly curse or sumthing .. Well . perhap it is due to de damn fuckin heavy workload i am havin .. I did not even had the luxury to take a break .. Perhap i become another "victim" of depression .. Hahaz .. I damn sound lyk a professor tokin ... At the start .. i thok i could hav a bloody long break .. gettin all those fucking nonsensical stuffs out of my brain .. e.g study stuff ... but tis is not a holidae to miex .. I becomin more and more stressed instead ...
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Monday, November 13, 2006
Okay .. for all ppl tat URGES miex to update .. Here ur wish ... There been more heaven and hell in these whole month ... Heaven in de way tat i hav done fun activities more den bored one .. Howeva .. Hell in de way tat i muz go CO almost evryday .. WTH .. .. Hahaz .. Kkz .. I so addicted to Korean drama liaox .. They lyk oxygen to miex liaox .. hahaz .. so exaggeratin .. kkz
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Recently I hav "accidentally" found tis show .. And when i wtch .. I can't help it but find it quite .. how to put tis in words .. it's is so indescricable .. Wow .. So sad yet so lovin .. Hey .. not wantin' to be emo here .. but it juz i speakin de truth nia .. The OST of tis show oso quite nice .. hahaz .. juz in case u dunno ... the song i put is the OST of de show .. hope u lyk it ...SIGNED OFF ~~~
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