Wednesday, August 30, 2006
How I wish tym would reverse .... Where i still have de courage to tok to her .... But IT IS ONLY A WISH .... AND TIS IS NOT A FAIRY-TALE WORLD WHERE DREAMS AND WISHES COULD BECOME REAL .... I bettair not have too much expectation becoz i always noe havin too much expectation always lead to failure ... Haiz .. What i should do ...? I realli being buffled by tis stupid problem .... I realli is a dumbest dumb person in tis entire world .... I can't balanced well ... AHHHHHHHHH ..... I am so SHITTY ... @!#*$*!@#**%
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2:51 AM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
Today ... Ppl been askin' miex y r u lyk tis ... y r u lyk tat ... Well ... let miex tell u ... FUCK CARE MIEX .... I dun care wat u think bout miex and see miex .... As a matter of fact .. I AM MIEX ... So be it ...! Things doesn't go smooth today ... went to grandma hse ... den when went in ... my parents begin to spell out my ALL bad stuff ... Ya ... so bad until nearly lose my dignity ... WTH .... Naggin' non stop lyk 7-11 ... And to tell u i dun lyk it .... Hey .. the bottom line is I AM A MAN .. I AM YOUR SON .. MOM ... I OSO NID DIGNITY ... Haiz .. fuck care liaox ... tis is not de first tym oso ... Hahaz .. but guess wad ... I at least gotta leave my grandma hse earlier and go to nearby LAN shop to play .... Hahaz .... Hearin' all de "GODLIKE" sound realli did spirit miex up ... Hahaz ... I begin to miss DOTA ... but i dun wanna play .. As i dun wanna be hooked up ... Furthermore .. I am too busy 4 tat .... Hahaz ... Busy man indeed ... =)
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5:02 AM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
Today I learn a lesson : Nvr put ur trust on someone , even he or she is very close to u .... I finally get a taste of wad betrayal is lyk .... And to tell u IT SUCKS ..... Evry1 started to turn their back against miex liaox .. I sense it ... Evry1 started treatin' cold .... Evry1 tokin and laughin at each other .. But not at MIEX ... I back to my old self again .... I can feel the loneliness in miex again .... I really dunno wad to do .... I dun wannabe back to my FUCKING OLD SELF .... At first ... i started to treat evry1 friendly ... But in the end .. It still turn up lyk tat ... Y is tat so .... I really in a fix end right now ... All i can do now ... is not to TRUST ANYONE ... ANYMORE !!!!! :'(
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5:45 AM
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Haha .... Wad can i say ...? Skool get stress"er" and stress"er" ... Homework get ton"er" and ton"er" ... My headache grow pain"er" and pain"er" ... Hahaz .. but at least i know tat the freakin' test week is over .. For God sake ... I been studyin' lyk crazy .... Until i gonna hav insanity .... Hahaz .. sooner i will be a madman ... Hais .. Today damn sian .. after still muz go to esplanade to hear one concert ... Hahaz .. take tat chance to doze off ... Hais .. dunno y recently look so pathetic .... Maybe i realli is PATHETIC .... hahaz ... Work hard lor ... is all i can say .... :)
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12:11 AM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Haiz ... Y am i always stuck in between ups and downs ....? One parts i am feelin' so exicted , coz i get new set of laptop from PoP .... Hahaz ... So brand new .... VAIO laptop .. Cool ritez ...? Den next moment .... I had to pay a costly price for tat reward .... Had to wash my pop's car .. Wha ... Take years to clean lor ... Hahaz... But hu care since i get my laptop .... Skool is so SUCK today ... although evryday in skool sound suck to miex .. NO ... but todday is horribly SUCK .... Muz take 2 test , both E and A maths .... Wha .. now i feel y lots of ppl say no chance to pass A math liaox ... So hard man ..... Rack my brain juice ... Use finish in fact .... Still cant solve ... WTF .... Hahzzz .... Heck care .. get a pass alreadi sound miracle to miex .... Hahaz .. Cant stand sittin in my place liao ... Gavin over there keep on kpkb ... Hahaz .. Cant concentrate properly .... Den always fell into slp .... ZZZzzz .... Den kana scoldin .... For "meditatin'" .. hahaz .... anyway ... Test is one week from now ... Buck up liaox .... Finish whole burden den can take a break liaox ... Cant breathebecoz of tis stinkin' burden ...
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6:11 AM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Today is definitely not a day for miex .... Evrything jus went bad for miex seriously .... Being all ready for the math test ... My throat havin infection and i cant help it but postpone my test till tomororw .... What a piece of " LUCK " .... Now my throat is still aching .... NON-STOP .... Hais ... After my diagnosis with the doctor and went home .... I jus went round my room cursin' and askin myself ... Y am i always the unfortunate one ...? Is my luck tat bad ....? Hais ... Keep on askin till i headache .... ZZZZzzzzzz ..... Fall asleep ... Den by 4 pm .... I received a call from my frenz ... Askin miex to Jack Place's .... WTH ..... My throat is alreadi hurt and now those heartless freaks still got the nerve to call miex and go Jack Place's .... But i dun blame 'em .... At least they still dunno my pain .... Hahaz ... But nvm ... Havin a day break from CO is jus fine ... At least could use the time i hav to study .... Been becomin a nerd recently ... But hu care anw ...? Once i get excellent results ... I will be the person laughin at 'em ( ppl tat laugh miex nerd ) ... I really still cant get over the 7 years pain .... God Damn .... What exactly should i do ....?I am really a sucker and loser when comin to relationship with close frenz .... I miss a chance , will i still get 1 ?
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4:17 AM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
Haha ... Now den i realize tat all bus drivers are blind .... ming ming there is room for miex to squeeze in ... Tat bus uncle go giv miex attitude .... Go close the door and drive off ... WTH ... .Den nearly late for my tuition .... Stupid .... Haha ... So prepared for my A.Math test liaox .... becoz get my tuition teacher togo through linear law ..... Haha ... Now i am all set for test liaox ... Juz bring it on .... Gotta run liaox .... Revise is now my priority
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4:51 AM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Fuckin' spammer, spam my tagboard lyk nobody business lyk tat ... Eva giv miex found out hu spam my blog sure stuff stone into his ass .... I am damned shag today ... Got nth to do .... Juz laze around my bed thinkin of ytd problem ... ... .. ... Ytd i was tokin to some1 via messenger ... she told miex to cheer up a bit despite my desperate and frustuatin' problem .... Yar ... maybe i gotta cheer up ...... It since long tym i eva smile liaox .... I been lookin dead ... VERY DEAD ... and it is hard to laugh when comin across a joke ... REALLY ...Howeva ... I think there is no prob for miex to smile liaox :) ... becoz tat bloody maid of mine had left ... Tat is the day i eva laugh very loud ... She been givin miex lots of problems .... She is lyk a f**kin burden to miex ... To kick her away is really a fun thing for miex .... HAHA .... PS: Although my old maid is gone ... The new one came .. Hope she dun end up as the previous one .. SighPPS: Thank to the person hu i consult to ytd ... U realli did help miex clear lots of frustuation ... :)
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2:39 AM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
Hais ... Begin to think if i am a easy target to joke with ... Give miex a break .. will u ? Bloody hell .... What is happiness ...? What is SMILE ....? To miex .. it's nothin .... Only perfection is my FOCUS .... At first ... I think i am a happy-go-lucky guy .... Now .... Not anymore ... I am damn confused ... Should i continue ... Being a happy guy .... or juz a laughin stock to evryone ... I juz could'nt spell out tis kind of feelin ... Hais ... Let nature take it course ... Anyway .. speakin of friends .... relationship wif 'em realli turn out bloody bad .... will laughin realli fix the problem .... ? The gap between my frenz and miex is very big .... especially one frenz ... Sorry ... cant mention the name ... Hais .... I so hate myself ... Dun feel lyk writin' anymore
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1:20 AM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
Tis whole day is a complete waste of my life .... Hais ... evrything today happen to be the worst thing in my life .... First ... I went broke and BERSERK ... Alamak ... no $$$ ... Stupid miex ... Forget to ask my dad 4 $$$ ... Hais ... Den muz borrow from my bro ... Wah .. Damn paiseh lor ... Fancy some1 younger den miex to give me $$$ ... Veri " CANG KUI " ... (I willl return u one , dun worry ... :)) Den on my way to my aunt hse ... I realise i forget to turn off my water heater ... Arghh ... There go my $$$ to the electricity bill ... How can i turn forgetful liaox ... Am i senile ....? Hahaz ... Nvm tat ... My aunt naggin is lyk a hypnosis to miex ... Wah ... Cant stop myself to slp ... Zzzzzzz ..... Hais .... Hope i am not tat hopeless next tym ... Hey ... Bulk Up ... (To myself) hahaz ..I'm no longer as happy as be4 liaox .... dun ask miex y .... Even miex myself oso dunno y i am lyk tat ..... Hais .... Enough tokin .. I am done for a shitty day lyk today ... Program Terminate ... ------------- Shut Down .... ZZZZzzzzzzz
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5:37 PM
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