Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Today i went through ppl blog and found out tat huppy post is the one tat relly express how i feel right now ... Frenz ... Sometym frenz may joke wif cha ... play wif cha ... smile wif cha and even willing to sacrifice 'emselves to cha ... But not mostly of 'em r belong to tis kind ... Many i hav seen (not in PRSS of course .. outside world) belong to the second type ... Betrayal ... Cold war ... Liar .. all kind of bad remark .. U name it ... Actually ... wad r frenz for ..? REALLI ... Becoz of my miserable past ... I dun even hav the courage to befrenz any1 .. I am so FUCKING afraid tat I could be betrayed or dumped one side .. I dun wanna be hurt once more ... I am so bloody tired .. Sometym i cant even see hu to be trusted or hu not to be trusted ... I so fed-up ... Watcha i do ...?


called for an angel at 1:36 AM

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