Wednesday, April 04, 2007
TODAY IS THE MEMORABLE DAY OF PRSSCO ...Here how the story goes ... Today we get up from 8:45 to come to TECC to practice ... (BAH BAH BAH skip the boring part) ... Den went up stage ... Play Play Play ... Den come down stage to heard the result ... This is how it sound ... NO.57 .... Pasir Ris Secondary SchoolGOLD WITH HONOUR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The announcement triggers an uproar downstage ... We were there shoutin' , screamin', cryin' over the "GOLD WITH HONOUR" ... I meant WOW ... Realli ... We work so hard for these 2 years and we finally made it to our GOAL ...... We realli deserve to get it ... AHHHHH ... It is realli not onli our hard work .. but it is oso God power to help us through the challenge .. I say challenge becoz our main opponent is there too ... I wouldn't say de skool name .. Giv 'em respect ... Jus be4 SYF ... I am already praying and fastin for CO to get GWH ( Gold With Honour ) ... And hours be4 the competition ... I prayed again ... In tat very instance .. i can feel tat GWH is already within our hand ... Hahaz .. Sound so "kua zhang" ... but i meant it ... Be4 our result were made ... I can feel sense of anxiety and fear all over my surrounding fellow CO members ... I wanted to feel tat way too ... But something inside miex make miex feel calm and relax .. As if it is gonna to tell miex tat a VERY GOOD news is awaitin for us to listen ... I tried to folo tis veri feelin' but could not hold it much longer when i heard tat our "arch-enemy" get a Gold ... They were far more bettair den us in the past ... And if they get Gold ... We muz get sumthing lesser den Gold ... Tis is how we feel tat tym ... But tis calmness in miex grew stronger ... And i believe tat is God's doing ... When they report our result " GOLD WITH HONOUR !!!!! " ... WHOA ... We get de impossible .... Oh my goodness ... We done it ... We outpass our enemy ... We bring Glory to God and our skool ... In tat tym .. i keep on and nvr fail to praise God and thank Him ... I goes " Love Euu LORD ... EUU MAKE TIS HAPPENED .... NVR FORGET DE ACHIEVEMENT EUU GAV US ..." I love tis feelin' and others too ... Haha ... Today can realli sleep in peace liaox ... Hahaz .... LOVE GOD .. Amen
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6:36 AM
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Monday, April 02, 2007
YO YO YO ... Back from my M.I.A streak ... Hahaz .. In this tym of M.I.A ... It really happened alot of things ... Some that troubled miex ; some that impacted on miex ... And some that changed my entire life 360 degrees ... In this tym ... My fire toward God is rocky; instable ... Somemore I feel lyk quittin' ... But there is tis feelin' that run through my heart is that i mus and cannot leave church ... I dunno why but there is really tis strong feelin' that stop miex from quittin' ... It is so AMAZING ... Since i decided not to leave , i wanna be veri committed to church , serve more to God ... de One tat introduced love to miex ... Allowing miex to feel veri loved ... I pick on two ministries to serve in .. Sound and Heart Symphony , an orchestra , ... I wanna to glorify God ... Howeva .. It proved not so likewise ... Becoz I am always so busy with the matters currently burning my hands ... Chinese Orchestra ... Study .. A lot to list ... I began to get questioned by ppl if my commitment is there ... Honestly ... I can hardly answer tis question ... It realli struck miex hard on tat ... For Sound .. I can feel tat i am not progressin' as much as others ... I almost can feel tat i am lagging down the whole ministries .. Recently .. I miss Zone F service ... To help out de Sound ministries ... But becoz of certain reason .. I could not make it on tym ... Ppl may not hold onto it ... But i can't ... I keep on blamin' myself ... My self-blaming grew worse when I can not keep on pace with de training with Heart ... I feel a veri heavy burden clingin on miex ... I realli dunno wad to do .. Fortunately ... Lord realli provide miex wif answers ... There is one tym where i get stuck btwn two matters .. CO and Heart ... But God insisted miex to stay in church to attend Heart ... I immediately follow ... Durin Heart .. I been thinkin a lot of conseqeunces i will face tmr bout missing CO ... Howeva .. There is a calm feelin insde miex.. telling miex to calm down and grew faith in Him tat everything will turn out well .. Indeed it was ... How Great is God ... Therefore .. All i can say .. is tat no matter wad happens .. no thing or Mortal human can stop miex from grewing faith in Him , loved Him ... And glorified Him ... I will stay strong in both my ministries and WILL EVENTUALLY GREW CLOSER TO GOD ... Amen to tat .. Hahaz
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4:06 AM
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